Ever felt so undeserving to the point that all you can do is just ponder about it?

It doesn't make sense. Nothing does. I guess there's so much more for me to experience before going into one.

I don't know where I crossed the line; was it something that I said or was it something that I didn't? Please stop the rain, I can't take it any longer. Life is in fact a crazy thing, we'll have good and bad  or even in between. Heck, nothing is certain in life.

Feeling undeserving definitely is a feeling i'd want to get rid of it.