February 14, the day people celebrate their love with their loved ones. Cherish the moment with one another and fill the day with extra love. I adore how people spend their v'days together - the giving chocolates and flowers part on to the candlelight dinner and so on. I've always had a good perception about valentines day, prolly cause everyone celebrates it and love is just in the air. Really, I love the concept of v'day.
I remembered last year, 14th February 2013 was one of the most mesmerising day ever. It started off with a plan to the zoo with the Shazmeer, my boyfriend and his friends. End up going to Aquaria KLCC and dinner & Pictionary at Wiwin's! Hah, wouldn't wanna end it any other way. It was so fun, probably because it was my first v'day date kinda thing? Hehe.
But today I think I lost a part of me. Parted with my soulmate/bestfriend/sister this morning. I wasn't planning to cry cause I think during my recent trip to Mecca I cried too much already to the extend that I can't help crying no more (and also, I thought I was strong enough hah, clearly I was wrong!). Then again, I lost it. The moment Aina cried, I was in tears too and it couldn't stop flowing. It was so devastating to think back on the fact that she won't be around. But hey, insyaAllah with God's will, 6 months will be fast. Hopefully! I intend to think that way. She'll do great over there as how she is now. She, no doubt, is that someone who saw me through my worst and loved me even without my make up on. Haha, I sound like I'm in a relationship with Aina that it's crazy. I love her, whole heartedly.
I'm only human.
At the end of the day, I don't have to show to people how tough, unbreakable and sturdy I am because really reality check is that I'm only human - vulnerable, soft and fragile as hell.
